My life these days seems reminiscent of the law school days of the past: intense, highly motivated by caffeine and filled with self imposed anticipation of what is to come next alongside the constant questioning of whether I’m cut out for this or not.
There’s a redeeming difference, however, this time around. As much as I wish I could say my attending law school was a true desire, I’d say it was partly a desire; and partly a peer pressure induced move in my life. This time around what I’m pursuing is completely part of every inch of my existence and further beyond I have ever imagined to behold my dreams and creativity. In the real world, it’s called ENTREPRENEURSHIP. In my world, I deem it as FREEDOMPRENEURSHIP.
Coming back from a one year sabbatical from my legal career in 2015, I must admit I was a complete mess.
Sure, I quickly adapted and retrained my brain to function yet again as its legal minded counterpart but deep within the core of my being my peace was disrupted by the rallying of new age thoughts that developed while in full access to a life of freedom on the road. Mind you, the thoughts were not harmful in anyway. They were life-changing. They were the voices that I have successfully pushed aside all these years because of one thing:
So, as I walked back into the house I have lived in for a decade on my first day back in the U.S., the familiar sense of home I once knew was no longer there. I became a stranger in a space I called home for ten years. I discovered that my path was changing. I didn’t have a clue as to how, when or what. I knew, however, that I had no choice but to follow the flow. For the first time in a long while, I saw a big sign on the road telling me to go a certain way. It was loud and clear. There was no way for me to push down on the brakes. There was no way out of it except the exit door that life was presenting before me. There were no more excuses to keep me from unlocking the door and walking through it. I dove right in without pre-planning anything or everything. I was free and yet completely lost in the midst of this pool of creation and energy, the physical built up of which was the formation of a social enterprise.
Peak Explorations, which is Brown Gal Trekker’s virtual mountain home, didn’t materialize out of boredom or the need to partake in a lucrative endeavor.
It all started because of a burning desire to impart on every person that manages to join a trek the notion of freedom – the way I experienced it on my one year away. To speak truthfully about this, the freedom they will experience on a two week trek in Nepal will merely be a fraction of what I have experienced, but good enough to afford them the idea that there’s more to life than the status quo that we created in our respective lives.
Peak Explorations aims to put in the forefront of the trekker’s mind the meaning of fear. Fear is an illusion. But our desire to travel is real. The nagging voice that tells us to take a break from our job to explore or to quit our job altogether to pursue our passion is your voice in its most authentic form. Drowning it any further is futile. It’s our inner being finally grabbing a hold of that microphone to be heard loud enough by your ego.
Life is about freedom, joy, love and inner peace.
Since being back to the U.S., people have asked me repeatedly about the lessons learned on the trails and unequivocally seek for words of wisdom based on my love affair with the world and the mountains. So, I tell them my best guess and hope that they instead search inwardly for the answers they’re looking for. In a chaotic world where our lives are mediocre at best, it is up to us to recreate and refurbished the complexities of our lives and transform them into a much more comprehensible and simpler version of living. I know it can be done. I have met the people who have executed this premise flawlessly and now living the life that they initially pushed away because of fear-based excuses.
Entrepreneurship has a way to pave the path towards freedom.
By this, I mean in a broader sense, we should never leave the major decisions in our lives at the discretion of our bosses or mates or friends. The lifelong questions of where we go and who we are lie solely within our sole capacity as humans to address, understand and accept in their entirety. That’s part of coming face to face with true freedom.
As to entrepreneurship, by transforming myself to becoming my own boss, I know I’m half-way there. The second half would merely entail the grunt work that the outside world often gets to witness. Mind you, the process is scary as hell as I worry about safety of my clients all the time. After all, mountain trekking is a serious endeavor with some serious consequences in the event of mishaps on the trails. This is when faith is crucial – faith in that everything will work out. That your passion outweighs your doubts. That your mission is noble enough to render the risks minimal.
You tell yourself, YOU GOT THIS! Yeah, YOU GOT THIS! Soon enough, you will believe it and the world will, too.
It’s been overdue. But, finally, every step of the way, I’m telling my fears to take a hike.
In my traveling life, I have figured rather quickly that as humans we crave freedom more than we care to acknowledge. As a new entrepreneur, freedom turned out to be everything that I always wanted for the sake of creativity, self-expression and actualization of the authentic version of myself.
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